Tuesday, October 21, 2008
wah seh! it has reali been a very long time since i last blogged..
alot and alot and alot of things have been happening.. lyk DUH! 1 MONTH LEH!
den suddenly wan2blog.. also feeling abit out of place.. wondering where to begin and all..
well.. obviously promos have ended quite some time ago.. and we got back our results today.. and lets just say i dont reali want to talk about it? or perhaps nt here.. yeah.. if u wld lyk to find out more.. u shld know what to do.. haha..
spending quality time wif one another is definitely one of the key ways and necessary ways to establish a close and strong relationship with one another..
well.. i went for a talk last saturday.. actually more of lyk a forum.. organised by the young adults ministry in my church.. and the topic was about love.. and it totally rawked.. questions were discussed on dating.. and etc etc.. and i reali cant help but say that it has widened my horizon by a relatively huge margin.. it has also enabled me to see things from a wider point of view.. it reali made me understand things from a larger perspective.. and to sum it all up.. it reali benefitted me alot.. and how i wish i cld share wif some of u what i have learnt.. it's reali great.. impactful.. and meaningful..
thx for all who asked about my results.. and expressed concern and interest towards knowing how i did.. but today was reali one day that was filled with a lot of emotions.. and yeah.. u can reali see the mood of everyone dipping downwards.. sad to admit.. our class didn't do well.. and yeah.. sometimes there's only one thing that we can do.. and that is to face reality..
i guess it is in this time of our lives where we are still struggling to find a stronghold in our lives.. something that we can hold dear to.. and exploring and discovering ourselves from the limitless array of possibilities.. and sometimes.. i just don't know what is it that im so concerned about.. sometimes i can't reali figure out wat is it that im running after.. placing an emphasis on smt? and all? sometimes i reali wonder.. when wld it be tt i wld gain a full understanding and picture abt wat life is totally about..
now.. perhaps one thing thats weighing most on my mind now is OP.. afterwhich we wld have achieved much much more freedom from the chains that we are bounded down by.. sometimes i myself wonder.. why is it that there's so much weighing on my mind.. or why do i keep thinking and thinking and thinking.. do i hav some mental disorder or smt.. i reali dont know lor..
and one quote i wan2share wif u guys that was mentioned during the forum.. it reali rawks.. it's taken from the book "the purpose-driven life" by rick warren.. it goes..
"the best way of life is love.. the best way to love is with time.. and the best time to love is now"
want to apologise for the short post.. but it's lyk yeah.. suddenly wan2blog reali feel kinda weird.. and the things jus don't flow as easily as when u're tired.. so signing off..
(10:41 PM)