Tuesday, June 03, 2008
well.. read my title.. and if it reminds u of the song "raindrops keep falling on my head".. den u are smt lyk in sync wif me? yeah.. but then again..maybe that's highly unlikely.. lol.. im mad..
well.. recent spate of events.. yet again.. makes me think alot alot alot..
running into someone.. whom u somewhat thought u might meet.. at this particular location.. and true enough.. u two met.. and den loads of thoughts.. emotions.. feelings.. the past memories.. just flood back in.. lyk gushing through the blood vessels in your brain or smt.. and next second.. u know u are lyk abit unstable..
thinking about the world.. i guess i have a few thought-provoking questions.. for myself..
in this world.. do you fight for survival or are u kept surviving?
in this world.. do you pursue for your happiness or does happiness find you?
in this world.. do you conform to the changes of the world (change along wif the world) or do u make a difference in the world though small it may be?
i reali am speechless.. i finally realised.. the mistake that i made.. was way too big.. the involvement i got myself into.. way too deep.. and yeah.. im somewhat scarred for life? how long wld the wound take to heal? almost forever it seems..
have been going to bishan library.. every saturday.. to read some pages of some books.. and if u do know me..yeah..psychology books.. took down a few quotes.. thot i might want to share.. but this wan is from pasir ris library.. was dere on mon..
it is not how much we do
but how much love we put into the doing
it is not how much we give
but how much love we put into the giving
-Mother Theresa
altho this might seem lyk a rather ordinary quote.. i still felt it is reali meaningful.. it's love.. ever thought about what actually keeps the world in this manner.. or what keeps the world what it is todae.. it's actually love.. okay..dun take it from me.. but i feel.. it's the very basic emotion.. feeling.. that is applicable to everything and anything... but yeah..sigh.. now i hav another quote.. dis wan frm a book in bishan library.. rather long..but nvm..
to laugh is to risk appearing a fool
to weep is to risk appearing sentimental
to reach out is to risk involvement
to expose feelings is to risk revealing your true self
to place your ideas and dreams before the crowd is to risk their love
to love is to risk not being loved in return
to live is to risk dying
to hope is to risk despair
to try is to risk failure
but the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing
one who risks nothing for nothing, has nothing and finally is nothing
he may avoid sufferings and sorrow but he simply cannot learn, feel, change, grow or love
he has forfeited freedom
only one who risks is free..
-Unknown
how amazing the power of love is.. u wld just be willing to do anything and everything.. u would just go the distance for the one u love without hesitation..
the power of love...... are u able to define love?
(11:12 PM)