ppl ask me.. why i so emo.. ppl ask me.. why emotimo.. i hear the word emo and i just turn to wherever i heard the word.. haha.. it's lyk i think it's somebody calling me.. yar.. madness but true..

sighs.. loads and loads of things have been racing through my mind.. and it never fails to put me down.. ten feet under.. guess whats one of the most dangerous things that can ever happen to u is that u are trapped in your past.. u can't break free from whats weighing u down.. worse.. when u dun even know whats weighing u down.. in my case.. i guess i do know.. but it's nt smt that can be handled wif so easily.. i realli reali wonder whats wrong wif me.. it's lyk im emotionally ill.. psychologically impaired.. if dere's even such a thing..

am i caring too much? i realli wonder to myself... if all that i am experiencing is realli happening to me.. it's hard.. to face reality.. what will happen.. if i actually just take a few steps back.. care less.. would everything change? i realli dunno..

i somehow pretend that nothing's going on.. i jus pretend it doesn't affect me at all.. i wonder why..

cld someone enlighten me as to how our mind works? why do ppl think the way they think..

everyone makes mistakes.. how easy it is for us to make mistakes.. given the countless amount of opportunities that we have in our everyday life.. however.. some mistakes just differ frm the rest.. mistakes that can scar u for life.. mistakes that can cost u a friendship.. a relationship.. i doubt anyone will wan2 make a mistake that wld cost a frenship or a relationship.. it'll jus scar u for life..

i never wanted to lose anyone.. but why is it that it's so much easier to lose someone so close to u.. than to build up a close relationship wif someone.. u can spend 5, 10, 15 years building a relationship.. a relationship that u hv nvr built closer b4.. and only after a month.. or a few of maintaining that relationship.. it breaks.. and can u live with it?

okay.. i think i realli gotta stop here.. it's lyk dere's no end..