Saturday, April 12, 2008
well.. i will hav difficulties describing how the past week has been..
friday after guitar.. went to meet 1S02! or rather only a few of 1S02.. but it was still great.. altho serangoon gardens and chomp^2 again.. it was still nice as ever.. ambience..mood.. yep.. and it was specially dedicated to remember denise's bdae! bought a small cake for her too.. and presents were given.. yep.. so..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE!!
(: 08/04
really hope u like the presents.. and the card made by Marcus emeline and xy.. all in all.. just realli hope u enjoyed the small small celebration.. although it wasn't much.. yep.. and although it was 3 days late..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
BENNETT!! =D 11/04
so so sorry that i didn't wish u on the actual day.. but i hope i make it up by going to ur choir's concert.. hahas.. oh well..
for 2 nights the past week.. came home having a terrible headache.. and i realli wonder why.. so i got irritated wif myself.. and i just went to sleep.. and one of these nights were the night before my chem CA.. got so worried lars.. but i still went to sleep at 9.. set my alarm at 4 to wake up study.. den at 4.. alarm rang.. i shut it off.. went back to sleep.. den at 4.45.. i suddenly woke up again and realised i haven studied.. so forced myself out of the bed.. and studied until 6.. realli felt so unprepared.. when i went into LT.. and after the test.. realli was feeling distraught and shaken.. but oh well.. i can only say huo gai to myself.. a few hours later.. ms teo marked finished our chem tests.. and we got back our results.. i failed.. i'm lyk oh okay.. can't say much.. but yar.. accept it.. but.. just read ms teo's email to us.. and she said i passed.. which i honestly dunno how it happened.. but then again.. it's nt a result that anyone is supposed to be happy with..
and as for today.. had piano lesson frm 11-12.. after which got drenched in the rain on my way to j8 to meet longkuan.. had lunch.. and im seriously gonna think carefully abt what i order nxt time.. esp. frm somewhere lyk subway.. hais.. went back to church and prepared for sign lang class.. played piano after class.. and it was totally cool! lyk totally going into an emo world.. den went to hang arnd his house for awhile before making my way home..
well.. also dunno why.. i have been deep in thought quite alot.. abt stuff.. that isn't realli within in my control anymore.. but things abt wat "absence makes the heart fonder" and blah blah.. hai.. i guess it's nt absence that applies.. it's emptiness.. that's waiting to be filled..
read from a psychology book that xingyun borrowed.. and showed me.. and i read up on a part on love.. a renowned psychologist said that there are 3 aspects in love.. INTIMACY.. PASSION and COMMITMENT..
-intimacy is the emotional component that brings closeness and warmth to a relationship
-passion is the motivational component that underlies physical attraction and evokes emotions
-commitment is the decision-making arm of love
it's so so true.. how much do we all understand abt love.. esp. when it comes to loving those around us.. nt even to mention loving a member of the opposite sex.. it all fits.. being intimate.. passionate and committed.. in loving..
sometimes all someone need is just someone to be realli close to them.. to show dem how much dey care.. to show how much he/she is being loved.. how impt he/she can be to someone.. i believe we were all made for companionship.. we can't be living in this world for ourselves alone.. we live for each other and for everyone else..
why do things always have to end up in a certain way... why...
(11:21 PM)