Friday, April 25, 2008
well.. i think im too tired to post too long a post.. altho i had a realli clear mind to post a long one tonight.. but i just think i wun be able to tahan.. dunno why.. actually slept quite alot last night de lor.. dunno how come so early tired again.. sigh..
anyway.. was blog-hopping ever since dunno when.. and dats what made me start blogging so late.. sigh.. thinking about stuff and stuff and stuff.. it just never seems to end..
today was a rather slack day in school.. ended at 1pm.. but guitar was until almost 6.30.. which is lyk err.. gotten used to it ler i guess.. and the gp test todae.. was lyk totally speechless.. definitely standard's higher.. and u just dunno wat to do but crap as sensibly as u can at the AQ..
to us.. weekends are lyk the only times we get to take our mind of work.. FOR A WHILE.. and den teachers begin to reduce this FOR A WHILE to a VERY LITTLE WHILE.. and soon i believe there wun even be a while.. it just seems as tho dey are throwing assignment after tutorial after homework after task to do and to do and to do.. it's lyk an endless stream of work.. pressure.. stress?
for the past week.. sleeping at weird weird times.. sleeping at past 12 midnight on all of the occasions except one.. and dat is the night where i slept at 11.. and the day before that.. came home after dinner.. .slept from 9 to 3.. and 3 just started chionging and chionging lyk no one's business.. i think it's seriously getting maddening.. even km who falls sick so so seldom actually fell sick..
are we going to be flattened lyk pancakes or are we just gonna suffocate to death? it's jus a matter of time lar.. den dere's project work to think about.. physics CA nxt mon.. EVERY chapter.. right from PAE to Work Energy and Power.. dat amounts to about 7 chapters in total.. all for a CA1..
ever wondered why ppl pon sch? pon usually refers to just getting an mc and dey are not even medically unwell.. and den dey dun come to school.. becos of lack of sleep.. becos of workload.. and stuff lyk that.. and lemme just sae.. students nowadays are beginning to think that not going to sch is nth worth talking abt.. in fact if u dun pon sch.. u guai kia or smt.. cos teachers emphasise so much on having an mc if u are absent.. they just begin to think that all dey need to do is get an mc.. and jus queue up at the polyclinic.. u get one for $4.. but is that right?
why can't couples who break up go back to normal terms wif one another.. okay.. even if that were a generalisation.. i believe most couples can't go back to being friends after breaking up.. and just lyk that.. u lose someone so close.. so dear to u.. so thinking abt it.. in the end.. u would be losing a fren wouldn't u? and if u had the chance to turn back time.. would u still choose to go into a relationship and risk the chances of it not working out and having lost a fren?
u know how mankind can contradict themselves.. saying things that they don't mean.. but they say it out of anger.. dey say it for fun etc.. but are we all aware that every little thing that we do or say.. can affect one's judgement of us? and depending on the severity of it all.. it might just leave a lasting impression on u.. good or bad of cos depends on wat u did or said.. thats why it's very impt that u don't judge a person based on one particular experience.. BUT..the harsh reality is that what everyone wld..
what kinda person u want to be.. is entirely up to u.. but ultimately.. the way u behave.. the way u talk.. the clothes u wear.. and etc etc.. all lead to someone making a judgement of u.. dats how judgemental the world is.. and definitely.. all of the above wld also indirectly show what kinda frens u wish to have.. what kinda ppl u wld want to hang and mix arnd wif.. altho dere are genuine exceptions..
ever thought of how deceptive the world is now? it takes advantage of any truthful individual and stabs them in the back.. is being too trusting a crime? and den ppl will start saying that u are naive and stuff lyk that.. sigh
okay.. it's realli getting late now.. and i realli gonna k.o liao ler.. hai.. altho i wld want to post much much more......
(11:37 PM)