Tuesday, March 11, 2008
todae.. is a very good day! lyk what xingyun will always sae.. haha..
well.. todae started wif me having to go to sch.. and so the moment i was crossing the overhead bridge to the bus stop opp... bus 966 jus left.. and i was lyk.. crap.. hav to wait very long for the bus.. but luckily the nxt bus didn take very long to come.. amazingly.. and i was lyk very thankful.. best part was jus b4 the bus drove off.. km came running.. and he boarded the bus.. timing was quite zhun..
so we went to sch.. started wif physics lecture.. den it was 1hr break-time.. and dere i saw the girls taking out something frm a relatively big box.. and yeah.. i knew that it was a cake.. oh well.. so dey put candle.. lighted it.. and sang the song.. and thankx to andrew and kimberly.. i got cake all over my face.. sighs.. nvm.. it was nt as bad.. luckily uniform nvr kena.. anyways.. realli happy and thankful that 1T21 celebrated together wif me.. and thankx for the present frm isabelle and chrystal.. yup.. well wrapped and nice card too! hahas.. thx alot.. and so after that we had chem lecture for an hour before practically the whole class made our way down to orchard on bus 105.. yup.. realli sorry me and kkm left halfway.. but we had to meet up wif our ppl.. so yeah.. sincere apologies we didn join u all for bowling and lunch.. nonetheless hope u guys enjoyed it very much as a class.. =)
so i ended up having lunch wif km.. actually he wanted to treat me the entire meal.. but realli wasnt necessary.. anyway.. he chipped in for quite a number of presents ler.. so yeah.. told him dun need.. i redeemed my free dessert and free pasta.. and i added on combo B.. so i ended up paying $3.30 for everything.. and i must sae it's a good thing to redeem both esp. on ur bdae.. feels lyk u r given a treat.. hahas.. anyway.. was thankful that he took time off to hav lunch wif me ler.. so yup.. after which i arranged to meet my other friends.. so i started to make my way to dhoby gaut alone frm cineleisure..
okay.. upon arriving.. i jus made it in time.. however.. they were slightly late.. but it's okay.. met 2 ppl! yup.. seriously coincidental.. talked abit before we moved off.. we went play pool.. before we walked back to dhoby gaut mrt again to meet shawn and denise.. okay.. played i think 2 hours of arcade.. cos we made use of the top up 20 free another 20 offer.. and so we played and played.. completed the whole time crisis 4 game as we took turns to play after we die.. and even competed in the shooting hoops to see whose personal score was the best.. and so it was weiyang.. yup.. after which we walked over to the foodcourt at meridien hotel and had our dinner.. dat time was going to b 8 liao.. so we finished our food quickly.. cos xingyun needed to get home as early as possible.. so marcus left wif her since dey both stayed near each other.. den remaining of us went outrun.. 1 time.. before we had to start making our way back lor.. cos was getting quite late ler.. yeah.. anyway.. i'm realli thankful to hav marcus xingyun weiyang denise and shawn to spend the day wif me..yupp.. appreciate it very much..
and that was abt it for the whole of todae.. yeah.. it was rather meaningful for me.. and im realli happy.. cos it has been quite awhile since i last felt so good abt my birthdae.. for the past 2 years.. it hasn't exactly been good.. and this year.. it's realli special.. and made special by everyone around me.. and so im realli thankful to everyone.. in no order of merit.. miss violet teo! (my home tutor).. wan ting, marcus, rebecca, deborah, xingyun, matthew, chin yi, isabelle, kangming, yong ning, xuanyi, my dajie, lim min, longkuan, phoebe, rayson, emeline, carlos.. yup.. it's these ppl that contributed to making todae a happy day and memorable day for me.. of course not to forget 1S02..with shirt frm marcus xingyun weiyang denise shawn, wan ting and emeline.. 1T21.. with presents from jessie liqun km chrystal and isabelle.. a shirt wif a tie frm nano and kkm + their cellgroup.. hongbaos frm my godparents and godsis.. and parents..and bag from my sis too! and if i did miss anyone out.. im reali sorry! in any case.. im realli thankful to all these ppl around me.. it's u guys that realli help me emotionally and all.. im realli grateful to have all of u in my life.. ((:
i just wan2 b honest and frank here.. i believe thats part of life.. being honest.. if u were me.. or rather if it were your birthdae.. dere wld b a few ppl whom u somehow hope tt wld wish u birthdae.. cos u know dere's dis relatively big chance dat they wouldn't.. and deep down in ur heart.. u noe that if dey were to wish u.. it wld definitely make u happier.. esp. when these ppl or this person means alot to u.. den again.. back to my prev post.. someone can mean alot to u but do u mean that same alot to that same someone? and since u dun get the wish frm dat person.. u feel disappointed.. abit sad.. but den again.. u dun realli wan2 or wish 2 hold it against tt person.. as a matter of fact u almost instantaneously forgive that person.. but to each and everyone of us.. depending on who u r.. i believe even a simple birthdae wish frm that someone wld b wat u hope to get frm dat person..
however.. if u were going to look at the other side of the entire picture.. it's jus a day.. a date in the calendar.. it's nt really THAT important is it? perhaps it is to u.. but what if in reality.. IT'S NOT THAT IMPORTANT? i think dats the problem wif me.. i care alot abt things that i feel is important to me.. but somehow nt important at all? i dunno why.. im weird.. dun u think?
i realli dunno how to feel.. at a loss of emotions.. will jus hav to force myself not to think too much into it.. and nt allow any unimportant stuff to affect me this much..
it's time to get down to work! and serious work! honestly speaking.. haven't done much work during the entire holidays.. and yeah.. feeling rather guilty now.. oh well.. move on wif life LAR! get urself a life..
okay.. it's getting rather late.. it's actually 12:49AM now.. but oh well... gonna sleep as much as i can cos i havent been able to sleep much.. having to go to sch the past 2 days.. so yup.. signing off..
TAKE CARE PPL!
(11:49 PM)