Friday, March 07, 2008
well.. haven't realli been blogging for some ages now.. sighs.. it has realli been an eventful week for me the past week.. and i hope life for me can only get better..
school's okay.. just that everything is getting rather fast-paced.. and dere's no time for slacking or even letting loose of our focus.. todae was the release of A level results.. ppl will b happy.. ppl will b unhappy.. it's all part and parcel of life.. it was jus lyk getting O level results for me.. and it reminded me of how i actually felt.. that moment.. that hour.. that day.. and just todae.. we were supposed to b dismissed at 12 due to the release of the A level results.. but our GP teacher held us back to get an english essay done lor.. and she didn even noe we were supposed to b dismissed at 12.. amazing.. best part.. it was our English CA1.. so it was realli quite a killer.. sighs..
and today being a friday.. most ppl dun wan2 go home.. yar.. but me.. i went home.. lol.. and slept for lyk 2 hours.. yeah.. dere wasn much for me to do outside also.. no one to hang around wif.. or rather it was too impromptu.. and so.. all last minute plans had to b abandoned..
but anyways.. this moning.. a few of us met up to hav a morning run.. ran 7 rounds around the track.. and mann.. it was quite regretful lar.. by the time we actually cleaned ourselves up and prepare for morning assembly.. everything was rather rushed.. yeah.. even during morning assembly.. i was still sweating profusely.. and yar.. perspiration just kept dripping and dripping and dripping.. anyway.. this plan was put into action after wednesday's basketball training.. yeah.. it was lyk so hiong lar.. running non-stop for almost 20 minutes.. and i mean running.. nt jogging.. den dere were a few other exercises too which realli stretched us physically.. and so the 5 of us.. were reminded of how physically unfit we were..
oh well.. just cant seem to figure out the way im thinking abt my life right now.. it's lyk everything abt me.. is in a mess.. mindsets.. mentality.. sighs.. i can only pray tt He will lead and guide me.. and help me..
well.. this march break i hope wld definitely b for me to catch up wif wat im lagging behind.. refreshing and renewing of the mind and getting prepared to face 2 years of JC life.. also pray for friends.. friendships.. family.. sighs.. realli mental breakdown liao ler...................
i just hope i can stop thinking.. i just find myself thinking and thinking and thinking.. dunno why.. i hope one day my brain will cease... HAHAHA.. that will be funny..
how much can a hug mean to someone? wats the pt if it means alot to u but means nth to the other? den again.. wats the point if someone means alot to u but u dun mean alot to that someone.. and further more.. what's the point if u r gonna care so much for someone but that someone is nt going to care for u in the least bit..
and ultimately.. WHY AM I CARING ABT such stupid stuff.. maybe.. it is what that it's realli not important.. but what i see as important to me.. hahaha.. i must be mad.. see i'm mad... BAHAHAHAHHAA.. okay.. signing off..
(11:29 PM)