Wednesday, June 20, 2007
slowly..but surely... our chapter ends.. OUR chapter.. our story.. our friendship fades......... im referring to friendship here.. and yar.. feeling crippled.. honestly..
i lost not only a friend.. someone to whom i felt extremely and remarkably close to.. but no matter how much i am going to sae.. it probably wouldnt make a difference to this someone.. im already non-existent.. to this someone.. and i want u ppl to know.. it's not that i am self-pitying myself.. it's not that i wun pick myself up.. but if u r crippled.. how do u pick urself up physically.. even emotionally and mentally.. it's tough.. extremely tough..
after reflecting and really thinking about it.. how much i want u to know.. that i really regret a few things that i did.... and.... i just rreally and honestly wish that everything cld just start all over again... i know that's impossible.. and lyk i mentioned.. it will never be the same again.. how i wish everyone out there knows that ur relationship with everyone else around u is very precious.. it's very fragile.. one wrong mistake and u might end up regretting for the rest of your life.. easy for u to sae.. that u wun commit any mistake.. but yeah.. how well do u treasure ur friendship with others...
regret is probably the most foolish thing on this earth.. lyk mentioned in yuan dian.. last episode on monday.. and yup.. it was so touching.. i nearly cried.. and in any case.. i did feel lyk crying.. with the song in the background.. and stuff.. everything jus rushed in emotionally... and i just can't help myself alright...
memories.. sometimes u wld wish to keep them.. sometimes u would not.. especially when they are unhappy ones..
//.. the frailty of myself .. //
(7:21 AM)