Sunday, March 11, 2007
was it just another ordinary day for me? well.. in some ways yea..but in some ways.. not.. interestingly... this is my 99th post for my blog.. what a way to celebrate todae..
well..woke up at around 8am in the morning todae.. refusing to budge cos the whole of yesterday nvr sleep at all.. was in camp.. and yeah..just didn't wanna sleep.. afterall.. it was sec1 camp.. and it was a great time for us to bond amongst the sec4s.. through the night.. through the morning.. it was cool.. playing bridge frm lyk 2am to 3.30am.. den a grp of them came back frm outside..cos dey went out to buy food for us..and dey ate dere also lars.. wah.. dey walk all the way to parkway lars..luckily i didnt follow them.. den eat until arnd 4... went to play bb and soccer.. until arnd 5.30.. den after that we all just rested.. until it was time for the sec1s to wake up.. and den the day carried on.. oops..i digressed too much..
so yea.. i just refused to budge..until lyk 15 min later.. den i dragged myself out of bed.. the only time i slept after i came home was frm 3.30 in the afternoon till around 6 plus.. 3 hrs of sleep.. nt bad.. shuang.. but nt shuang enough.. had dinner with my godparents and family.. received a few red packets frm dem and a present frm my god-nieces.. haha.. only 3 years old lars..and dey so cute somemore.. twins larhs.. yea.. chaojiwudi cute.. den we went to walk around..across the kallang river using the tanjong rhu bridge.. the scenery was very nice.. and we took many many pictures.. it was a rather meaningful night..
although the last part of the night wasnt a really happy wan for me.. what can i do.. i'm fated to be lyk this all my life or smt.. having a sense of unhappiness forvever inside of me.. perhaps one day it will just trigger off.. and yea..u might not find me anywhere anymore..
well..that was saturday.. on sunday.. as i was saying..woke up at 8am.. and was surprised to see 3 messages and a missed call.. but nonetheless dey cheered me up a little bit.. and so went off to church.. my friends wished me happy birthdae...very much appreciated guys.. dey even wanted to sing a happy bdae song very loudly lars..wanting to embarrass me..but dey decided not to..cos we were in the sanctuary.. went out to hav lunch with our AG grp at a nearby coffee shop.. and after which we all went home.. after bathing.. slumped down into my bed..and slept for another 3 hrs again todae.. until arnd 6.30.. yup.. went dinner at my ah ma's house as usual.. it was at this time that xuanyi smsed me.. and yup.. i finally am sure tt i hv a didi ler.. thats one thing im happy abt.. although i dunno why i m unable to express it on my face..but thankx alot xuanyi.. we cut a cake to celebrate my bdae.. and haha..smt very funny happened.. while dey were singing the bdae song for me.. my 4 yr old cousin was coughing away.. and halfway in the middle of the song.. he actually vomitted! hahas.. lol..i was lyk.. err..okay....
thats why i said...todae is just lyk any other ordinary dae.. in some ways and in not some ways.. nonetheless.. i still wanna thank those who rmbed me and my bdae.. in no order of merit ya ppl.. deborah, peiyun meimei, skye, kangming, kevin, chin yi, mu en, xuanyi didi.. bennett, long kuan and lim min.. special thankx to bennett for the piggy.. hahas..its name is ashley and yea.. really cute.. it looks puffed up and yea..has a small curly wurly tail behind.. appreciate it very much..thanks.. thankx to u guys.. all those i mentioned.. it was u ppl that made my bdae a bdae..
although i somehow or rather want someone else to be in the list of ppl i mentioned above.. i know.. its probably impossible to let her noe abt it.. dere was a chance to let her know my bdae.. but i didn't..and now..tt chance is taken away frm me.. not only the chance to tell her when my bdae is.. but also probably to ever be friends again.. nt that i want her to wish me.. or give me any present..i just want her to know.. but now..it is kinda impossible.. it is possible..but it will be pointless isn't it.. moreover.. i know when her bdae is...but as a matter of fact.. i found out abt 1-2 weeks ago..tt the date that i knew it was her bdae was not her actual bdae.. and so..now i cannot even be sure when her real bdae is.. oh well.. what else can i do..but sigh..
everything happens for a purpose.. but how are u gonna cope with it when it is being kept frm u?
~.......happy birthday timothy.......~
(11:35 PM)