Friday, January 19, 2007
well.. i honestly dunno wats wrong wif my life.. why is everyone shooing away or smt..
todae just finished both a chem and physics test.. wahh..siao liao lar..sit down dere stress and stress.. dun expect myself to do too well.. sighx.. since when did i ever expect myself to do well.. lol.. anyways.. yea.. what a week in school.. and dun u ppl think that u keep looking forward to weekends be it in the start, middle or end of the week? its lyk i really dunno why lars.. perhaps im just tired of life..
pressure..pressure and more pressure.. i just dunno how to xplain it..its smt that cannot be explained.. and its really frustrating when both sides of the pressure just seem to be acting on u hard and hard on u.. and u being the guy in the middle.. hv nth to do about it.. u try to counter 1 side of the pressure.. the other side will come down even harder on u.. and I know.. okay.. I KNOW.. that i can't handle both sides of the pressure..
besides pressures and pressures.. there are thoughts that are going on in my mind as well.. racing through my brain.. i really cant take it anymore? why..why does my life have to be lyk this.. tell me.. is ur life lyk this? no right.. so WHY IS MY LIFE LYK THIS?
why is it that more ppl and more ppl keep dao-ing me.. and i mean dao-ing.. just wat did i do tt i deserve this kinda treatment.. i probably know a few lars.. or rather i do know some.. but wat else can i do besides apologising and apologising.. there's nth else i can do...if u want things between us to be this way.. i really can't do anything about it is it?
i really feel helpless alright..HELPLESS..
(9:38 PM)