moonlit
My life was like a dark moonless night.
There were stars - points of light and reason.
And then you
shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was
brilliancy, there was
beauty.
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon,
everything went black.
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore.
And there was
no more reason for anything.
Name: timothy
Age: 21
D.O.B: 11th March
Horoscope Sign: Pisces
timothy_ong5@hotmail.com
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Monday, November 06, 2006
am i really that screwed up.. God is answering yes.. he's making as though everything is a trick.. for me.. afterall.. he's the mastermind isn't he.. he must be planning everything and everything... but why is he doing this to me.. playing tricks on me? as if its not bad enough.. he's making it worser.. im confused enough alright.. im sad enough.. im depressed enough.. E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G!!! WHY..
i really dunno how else to talk to u.. xiaomei.. i doubt i am even supposed to be facing u at all.. after everything that has happened.. after everything that i have done.. i shld be just left alone shouldn't i.. afterall..someone is already leaving me.. so..yea..
better off alone? my mind is so disturbed.. wif matters with regards to me and other ppl.. izzit because i care too much? i care more than i shld be caring? am i just poking my nose into other ppl's life.. shld i care less... or not even care at all?
face it people.. this is reality.. after u have done smt wrong.. u face the music.. the punishment.. after many experiences of the same thing happening over and over again.. it can make ur perception of ppl around u to be false.. u just start believing in wat u believe in.. take for example.. guys are jerks.. but are u sure all of them are.. do u have to be such a sexist...... prejudiced against guys..
NB: not referring to anyone.. just an example..
yea.. u r probably right.. i thought too far ahead.. too fast.. too soon..
(10:06 PM)