Wednesday, November 29, 2006
sighx.. haven't been posting for some time liao cos yea..unable to come online lors.. just 2 days ago i went to see the doctor.. doctor told me the swelling in my eyes is probably due to too much heaty food or lack of sleep...
sighx.. really feeling miserable lars.. now both my eyes abit red liao..but at least the swelling has reduced.. only one eye had the swelling lorx.. but yea..now its lyk reducing..but the redness spread to my right eye liao..
todae actually got PB camp wan..but yea..bcos of my eyes.. cannot go lors.. den fri going overseas liao..dunno how sia..how am i gonna enjoy my holiday.. aiya..anywae..its in KL only.. so yea..nth much..hahas..
hai..its lyk holidays are gonna be over soon or smt.. and dats lyk wth lar..
u know..sometimes its lyk during school days.. u r lyk looking forward to holidays.. but sometimes during the hols.. u r lyk looking forward to school days.. weird huh..sighx..
and yea.. i dunno why.. im lyk having so much trouble wif my emotions.. its lyk im so screwed up or smt.. somehow thought of how to refer to u liao le.. since im paper crane.. den u also my fellow paper crane lors.. well..hope everything's fine.. u haven't been posting lately have u? well..yea.. i guess i shldnt sae anything anymore.. im not supposed to..or even allowed to interfere wif ur life.
xiaomei... congratulations.. and good luck.. im sure u know wat im congratulating u abt.. yea..all the best.. =)
skye.. im really sorry..guess u must be feeling so much hurt inside.. but all i can do now is yea.. just to be beside u.. time and time again.. and just care to my best ability that i can care for u.. all i can wish for.. is for ur forgiveness..
well.. yea.. still recalled one day.. um..if im not wrong it was tues morning.. i woke up.. u know.. the very point at which u wake up.. u open ur eyes right.. i opened my eyes.. only my left eye could open.. den i was wondering wat happened to my swollen right eye.. did i go blind or smt? well.. it was the fluid that sorta lyk glued my eyelids together.. so i had to use my own fingers to in tt sense pry it open lors.. sick ritex.. sighx..
sometimes.. i just wish that i could be cut off frm this world.. in that sense.. not be part of this world..
(11:09 AM)