Monday, August 21, 2006
whoa seh... left my geog textbook in the locker over the weekend... resulting in me not being able to revise and study for the CA todaee.. die liao lorr.. confirm liao le..
and den i had piano exam today!!! grade 7... gosh lars... thot i was still doing fine for the front part.. the scales and the songs... only a few mistakes here and dere... and den after that.. DISASTER!!! sight reading lyk siao liddat.. u know my left hand right... play bass clef de right.. i didn't know i was playing it one octave lower until halfway through the sight reading then i go change to one octave higher lar! i think i got zero marks liao le lar! can?! argh!!!!
den the aural also... everything just suddenly so foreign to me... and den i just had a loss for words when the examiner keep firing questions at me... sighx... die liao die liao..
wondering why i put my title as tt... sighx... welll ... i just have been thinking of the major events tt have been happening to me recently.. and wat happened at my house on thurs afternoon... i just really dunno... im so confused.. so mixed up... and wat else can i sae..................... f**ked up.. lyk wat u always sae...
i really dunno why things have turned out this way... sometimes it wld be this way and sometimes it wld be this way... i just dunno lars... i just get this feeling tt u dun hv any intention of being wif me anymore... i just dunno why okay... my feelings.. and everything... u probably wouldn't understand now... perhaps its better if u go find another guy on ur own? and jus leave me dere alone lors... get urself a better guy... a guy tt is of higher standards than me... a guy whom u wld be even happier wif.... u dun have to promise anything to me... bout waiting for me or anything... cos i dun wan to tie u down... i dun wan to tie u down anymore... go out dere into the world and find ur guy alright? the guy tts meant to be.......
as for me... i guess i'll just come to terms wif it... yeah... no need to worry about me.. i will do well.. and if u need any help or anything..yup.. jus give me a call or a sms... and i wld be happy to be of help..
meanwhile.. to my readers of my blog... thank u guys for wanting to know more about me? well.. sighx.. kk...take care ppl...
signing off...
(6:49 PM)