Saturday, August 26, 2006
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
how many ppl on this earth actually experience this kinda love.. how many... ha... perhaps it doesn even exist between husbands and their wives... the only One who showers us with this love is Jesus Christ...
i really dunno about you alright... but lyk i have said to u for the dunno how many-th time.. personally... to me... deep down in my heart..... it really doesnt matter to me... who i am to u.... or who u might regard me as.... at the most... i wld just be sad.. tats all... if u do not regard me as wat i want u to regard me as..
the most important thing that i probably want u to know... is tt no matter wat happens... i will be there for u... whenever u might need me... hahs.. perhaps im being proud or smt.. saying that u will need me... hahah.. perhaps u don't...
the waiting... is no longer impt to me alright... dun wait for me if u have to... go on out there into the world... and look for someone who will satisfy ur criterias.. ur needs.. ur wants.. everything.. someone whom u will be always happy wif.. and everything.. just dun care about me anymore liao le lars.. ALRIGHT?
sometimes i wonder... why am i lyk tt... why am i lyk tt... and den... NO ANSWER>>...
i ask myself... if its all worth it.. worth everything tt i have done.. my answer... yes... but through how u talk to me or how u treat me... its as if telling me no.. honestly alright.. i really am mixed up right now... everything.. everything in my life.. of my life is screwing me up...
and if u have nothing to sae to me about anything... anything at all.. to me... over the phone.. sms... watsoever.. den just leave me alone.. ok..leave me alone..
i still care for u.. i really do.. but do you?
when i said leave me alone.. do u think i really want that?
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(4:57 PM)