Sunday, May 28, 2006
well.. finally had some time to post after one whole week of business and all those stuff.. head prefect elections are over.. and wow.. am i impressed by the results.. haha.. no surprise.. i didn't come in as top 3 at all.. i expected it also lors.. knowing my popularity with my school.. won't win me any of the top 3 places.. oh well..wat to do.. i'll leave it as God's will bah.. perhaps he wants me to concentrate more on my studies.. yup.. perhaps i can do more for NP.. yea..hope to do more for NP.. *nod nods*
holidays have started.. loads of homework piled up.. schedule rather messy for the hols.. sighx.. wat to do.. my life is screwed up..
results also not sae veri good de lors.. failed two subjects! believe it or not..its the first time in MY history that i flopped 2 subjects.. sighx.. im going down mann.. i am.. its time to get myself together and strive for the better..
well.. i must say that it was God's will to allow us to meet... out of the thousands of youths u cld met.. u met me.. and i really thank God for that.. =) im sorry for those times that i made u unhappy or angry.. but believe me.. i have my reasons for wanting things my way? yea.. and i wld want the best for u too.. so sometimes i sae the luo suo stuff.. its becos i care okay? yups.. i know u have been irritated by me and angry at me lately.. i really dun wish to have any conflicts wif u either.. but i hope dat u will understand.. and i myself.. will try to understand u too okaes? =) and as i have said.. u mus voice out any unhappiness u have wif me at any point in time okay? only dat way wld i be able to prevent myself from hurting u too often.. kaes? I stick closely to religious context wif u when i talk about life is becos really.. God's our refuge and strength.. we can always turn to him whenever we have troubles and problems.. and he wld help us.. He would..
time to get my act together during the june holidays.. its a well deserved break for many of us.. right? haha..yep.. but do bear in mind that june hols wld be over in a twinkling of an eye.. so make good use of it before term 3 starts alright? May God bless you all.. =)
(6:18 PM)