Thursday, May 11, 2006
phew... exams are over.. a huge load of my mind.. but more things coming up.. Head prefect elections.. taking over of CCAs.. sighx..its just too mind-consuming..
my papers... sighx.. dun feel lyk posting about it.. much less think about it.. sighx..
my maths still hv some confidence in it lors.. e maths lesser though.. funny isn't it.. a maths supposed to be tougher but i found e maths easier.. my languages... english was okkae.. just that chinese.. i thot i was doing it at a relatively good pace until i found out that i was somewhat quite behind time.. i cheong and cheong lyk siao lors.. i hope my answers did make sense.. sighx.. for geog.. hais.. non-stop writing for lyk 45 minutes? and den my hist was lyk confirm die wan lors.. i am fully aware i didn't make any sense in my answers.. lyk..im so dead.. hahahahha....
well.. there's some things in this world that i really cannot understand.. either im too dumb to understand or God just allows it to happen for a certain reason.. but i just dunno why! hais...
if u did wanna dao me.... and dao me for long... why did u start talking to me again?? i seriously dun understand why.. besides, u said u hv nth to lose.. just ignore me forever and nth wld happen to u right? not lyk u care about wat wld happen to me right? its not that i dun wanna care lar.. not that i wan u to ignore me forever.. but its lyk why? u sae certain stuff.. but i was told different stuff.. so who wld tell me the real truth? who can i really trust?
trust is lyk one of the most amazing thing in this world.. but at the same time it can just be broken in a matter of a decision... and once trust is lost.. its not lyk u can find it back again easily.
i know.. this matter has affected a number of ppl around me... but its not lyk i really wanted for it to happen.. i know.. im the cause of it all.. and when i sae i didn't really want it to happen.. seems lyk a cock and bull story.. sighx.. but i really didn't xpect things to turn out this way.. its just lyk a chain effect... mann.... i feel so rotten inside lars.. who wld understand how i feel right now? sighx...
sometimes life is really not as bad as some ppl think it is.. compared to ppl in other worse situations than ours.. suffering from famine or drought.. its really bad lors.. we are already considered so much better off than them.. just wanna end todae’s post wif 1 verse from the bible.. hope u guys get some inspiration from it..
<> I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
(10:14 PM)