Friday, April 21, 2006
well..
it hasnt been a good time for me...
coming home at ten o'clock on 1 weekday and nine thirty on the other...
and wif so much stuff on my mind.. HPE, NP stuff, emotional setbacks, friendships, tuitions,
there's really no one else whom i can talk to.. but perhaps God..
well.. i do hv some friends whom i can talk to.. but i guess none of them wld fully understand the troubles and stuff im going through right now..
is life really that bad?
it doesn seem as bad 2 me when i see other ppl living their lives so happily & looking so carefree.
what.. is God purposely making life miserable for me so that i'll be tougher in the future?
certain setbacks just affect me lyk for the rest of my or smt..
was i silly to have commit so much into a relationship.. and den get myself hurt..........
was it worth it?
questions are just being left unanswered.. but does she give a care? not lyk it seems so to me..
neither do i want to have certain biased thoughts against her..
but i cant help but think that way becos she is forcing me to think that way..
she spites me by saying certain stuff..
hopefully getting me to hate her..
but it wun work.. not at least fer me...
im just very hurt.. very hurt..
dun anyone of u out there pity me.. i dun need ur pity....
perhaps if u wan.. try to cheer me up?
but let me warn u.. its not easy.. it will never be easy....
(11:14 PM)