Friday, February 10, 2006
pooof! todae was a rather tiring day.. school ended at 12.55.. but were held back due to chem practical.. well.. can never xpect to be released on the dot also.. den had quite little lunch as i ate quite a filling recess.. had to run up and down four storeys to look for a guy.. end up not finding him and so i asked someone else to pass him his stuff.. waste my energy sia.. and den had a meeting wif the ppl.. yea.. i supposed we discussed for nearly an hour and a half.. or perhaps even more.. den i hurriedly change and went for training.. sighx.. feeling kinda left out lorx.. the ppl whom i were close to in NP had other activities.. like campcraft training and NPDP training.. well.. wat to do.. we only did some camcraft and interactive PT wif our unit's sec 1s.. after training i decided to sit around and do nth.. wait for the NPDP ppl to come back.. waited and waited.. and u guess wat i actually did.. i went to dry the floor of the tennis court for no reason using that roller thingy.. hai.. wat 2 do.. nth else better to do marhx.. a while later we started playing soccer.. and i played and played till the NPDP ppl actually came back.. wah.. dey came telling me all about the gd points of being in the parade lorx.. Guard of Honour contingent somemore.. obviously trying to make me feel bad lar.. but i guess it was all not true.. duno lar.. i also dun xpect them to lie to me.. and we actually carried on playing till around 9 o'clock liddat lar! can u beat it.. well.. no choice cos we formed teams wif some other seniors and we decided to play first to 5 goals wins marhx.. den we were losing 3-0 wan.. slowly we pulled back 1 and 2.. 2 was thanks to me.. =) but of course.. there is no I in the word team.. we even managed to bring it level lar.. wasnt that cool.. played and played and it progressed to 4-4.. so wat to do? deuce lorr.. my opposing team got the advantage at first and we pulled one goal back.. and then they got the advantage AGAIN! and still we were unwilling to give up.. we pulled back one more for another deuce.. by now i was already feeling the tension on my legs liao le lorr. couldn really do much.. assist here and there only.. and the feeling of about to cramp was so prominent lorr.. obviously i had low salt content in my body.. we were tired.. we all wanted to go home.. dey scored yet another 1 and a while later scored the finisher.. well.. even though we lost.. it was a rather nice game wif me scoring 2 goals.. hahas.. and i guess everyone was happy too.. cos we got to go home..
unexpectedly.. my father had been waiting since around 8.30.. and he jus popped out of the blue.. really frightened me lorr.. thot he teleported here or smt.. ( yea..lame i know) and since it was on the way.. we gave my squadmate a lift home.. by the time reach home my legs all like suan diao liao le lorr.. quickly went to hv my bath first and den slowly consumed my dinner.. well.. if one is tired.. he wun hv the appetite to eat.. but amazingly i still finished my food..
perhaps i hv learnt to let go a little le bah.. the heavy load in my heart is feeling lighter.. a bit.. however.. wounds will heal.. but leaving behind a painful memory.. a scar..
(11:17 PM)