Sunday, January 22, 2006
woah.. it has really been long since i last blogged.. apologies.. just didn have the time.. busy.. trying to settle down into my new lifestyle in school.. still unbale to.. just very uncomfortable wif it.. its chinese new year in a week's time! haha.. i see it as a financial aid lorr.. yea.. wa.. seriously my life in sch has been no good for me.. its just aint my thing.. thought i had became a happier person ever since the start of 2006.. i m so wrong mann.. it just seems as though there is no light at the end of the tunnel.. feeling disappointed time and time again.. if things are too negative.. u wun even be able to see the positive side of it.. so whats the point in trying to make it seem positive when it is already negative.. and mann.. handling 8 subjects is really not easy larx.. no slip-ups allowed mann.. otherwise u will fall backwards like a landslide...... homework just keep piling up lorx.. as long as one subj teacher give u one piece of homework.. that day u will get alot of homework liao le lorx! & i dun think i hv good family relationships at all lar.. i get pissed off wif my parents quite easily.. and sometimes my sis just sees me as a sore eye... i aint knowing wat kinda life i m living in man.. to think about it carefully.. u think u know a person rather well.. but in actual fact.. u only know that person only on a certain basis.. many ppl do not show their inner most character only till circumstances make them to.. sighx....... i just hope that life will turn for the better soon.. soon...
(12:01 AM)