Wednesday, December 07, 2005
wa sian lorx.. last night couldn't fall asleep at all.. at least not till a long long time.. must hav been wat.. 1 hour? just dunno why.. but i was aware that i was thinking of smt.. forcing my eyes shut.. jus cldnt.. cldn't.... cldn't sleep lar!!! den nxt morning suffered like siao.. partially becos i had a shortage of sleep.. den also had training.. first was muster parade.. den was drills session.. after that got safety first badge test.. din do quite well as compared to my other squadmates.. scored 18 out of 20.. after that went back to the parade square to learn a new drill.. marched round and round the parade square to train on that new drill and finally after a while, we got to rest and change out of our full u.. after training went to eat lunch in sch.. den played some soccer before making my way home together wif a fren.. he veh poor thing lorr.. so long liao his internet connection still ah buay hou ( not ok yet).. knowing that my tutor was coming at 4.. he still wanted to stay on at my house.. tat shld show how desperate he is to do some admin stuff online.. den the best part was when my mother came home from work.. much earlier than both of us expected.. she stepped into the house without knowing that he was in my room.. and the moment she passed by my room, she got a shock and i was like laughing away.. but after that still kena scolded lorr.. tuition ended at 6.. not very happy after tuition.. for some reasons which i will not state.. and then my fren chose a blogskin for spastico.. in case u r wondering wats spastico.. its an unofficial organisation set up by 3 other squadmates and me.. lol.. din quite agree wif him tat tat shld be the blogskin.. but he said just use that for the time being lorx.. i was in charge of putting up the tag-board.. and i only managed to do so after i came back from my grandma's house and completing of some of my tuition hw.. so happy to be the very first tagger of the tagboard.. haha.. now as my yahoo chess rating starts to decrease and decrease.. i m beginning to doubt my abilities in that game.. its like i can even lose to someone whose ranking was 2 coloured ranks below me.. smt wrong must be happening to me.. sighx.. i dun wish to get insomnia again tonite.. but i just dunno why this keeps happening to me.. not like i did smt wrong and my conscience is bugging me.. but its like only recently that this has started happening to me.. much more serious than other times.. just wishing that i wld start dreaming and fall asleep at the same time.. talking about dreams.. i had a really awesome dream the prev night.. u might not agree wif me on that.. but i still think its kewl.. it started wif me standing under a mrt track.. there were lots of ppl around me and there also was talk going around that some scientists or explorers were transporting the sun to another location.. when i lifted my head up, i saw the huge fiery ball just a few hundred metres away from me.. amazing isnt it, how we din get melted.. and then there was a digital board wif the counting down starting.. and after 3 seconds.. the ball just rolled all the way along the mrt track.. somehow the scientists overlooked the fact that the temp. of the sun cld melt everything in its path.. that includes the mrt track.. soon enough the platform was gone and the ball just kept rolling.. ppl started chasing after it.. wondering wat wld happen to it.. it wasn't long before it went into a tunnel.. and the curiosity of everyone overpowered their fear of getting killed.. they just wanted to see wat was gonna happen.. den suddenly the alarm sounded.. an announcement was made over the PA system saying that the scientists had lost control of the sun and that the chances of it crashing or even exploding was increasing.. den everyone just started panicking and everyone was looking for an escape route.. me being amidst the crowd just kept running and running till i decided to try my luck on this particular door.. it had a flight of steps leading down.. and led to a toilet of someone's house.. the only thought on my mind was to be safe so i decided to take refuge there.. and den the dream ended wif the other door of the bathroom opening.. i know it seems farfetched and like impossible to happen and stuff.. but this i bet is the most unique dream i ever had in my entire life....
<~ knowing my own limits...... ~>
(10:46 AM)