Wednesday, December 28, 2005
hais.. past two days had camp.. some camp lorx.. its day camp wan.. so now staying overnight.. thats better anywae.. den.. freakin sian in the camp la.. i just feel like a square peg in a round hole.. am not even confident of myself next yr.. unsure of loads of stuff.. hv yet to get a good grip on the ropes.. and for the 2 days.. lunch time i was the only sec 3 eating in the canteen.. fortunately for the first day i had a very good fren accompanying me.. we chatted till my lunch break was abt to be up.. and he actually asked me along for a gathering wif some frens he made via the christmas carnival.. but due to some circumstances i did not follow him.. and am glad that i din follow him.. cos he came back telling me that he regretted going.. so yup.. glad i made the right choice.. den second day even worse.. i was left all alone again.. the others went out to hv lunch.. but i decided to save the time and effort and money to eat in sch.. den after eating i just sat by the eco-pond alone thinking about certain stuff.. i really envy the fishes swimming in the pond la.. they dun hv to worry a single care.. dey dun hv a hectic lifestyle.. and leading such a carefree life.. sighx............ sometimes u just feel like ending it all.... but by doing that to.. it will be veh irresponsible.. den todae we did another section of the profieciency test which consisted of SEQ.. Structured Esay Questions.. sighx.. had a hard time trying to write as much as i can la.. and surprisingly i passed section A.. must be their marking too lenient or too much moderation.. den we had another presentation frm the services department.. the worst was the interview thingy arhx.. or they call it the mirror treatment.. had to queue up so long.. and got 2 rooms to go to somemore.. luckily i am one of the few who luckily managed to finish both of them fast.. and den i decided to join my fren.. just din feel like going home lorx.. i feel tat i need to see the outside world more often.. hais.. so so so so so sian... and as year 2005 draws to a close.. its time to put the past behind.. look onwards to the bright future ahead of us.. and to put in our best effort in whatever we do.. because... Every day is a new day..
(11:01 PM)